辽阔的海看不见边你说那才是你向往的天
沉默的我清楚看见平静之下有着隐藏的危险
无心的承诺说的随便
遥遥无期的永远是你坚持不变的信念
我的认真你总不在意
只想抛开所有的一切自由自在的飞

我跟爱妥协接受你坚持的信念

无路可退因为爱已不绝对

若是女人的心太野

就不能紧紧留在身边始终相随

我跟自己妥协放开你无忧的飞

没有选择只为爱太遥远

若是爱人的心不变

我又何必要无奈的妥协做痛苦的解决
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these days life have been very hectic, tired, busy, and lots more
on the verge of breaking down at least 2 times this week?
loads of stress overwhelming me yet i have nowhere to vent
r.s, cca, work
u've never get to know how much unhappiness i felt.
when i broke down into tears while working,
u will never noe , u were never there.
all i received frm u was
plenty and plenty of coldness and unhappiness
sometimes i just want to rest upon reaching home,
to u u jus wn me to do the impt things first,
probably emotions and everything have not came to ur life before,
maybe ur life have been too smooth sailing that u never fell into this patch before,
i just wan to rest and relax my mind.yet u'll get unhappie by this.
how contradicting our characters are.
when i just need a shoulder to lie on, u were never there
i dint tell u cos i noe u will never understand
i tried swallowing all the unhappiness i had.
yet i just cant control it.
i realise i just filled my life too much part of u
everything i consider is just u
and more u.
i spend my time with u, everything i think abt u.
u make my emotions goes up and down,
u make me going crazy,
i felt as if im being controlled.
suddenly awake.
maybe i shld start finding a direction of my life?
or maybe i shld take a rest frm now.