it has been v long since i last touch this blog...
cny have nth much to be updated.
just as usual lor .

started my new stage of life in sp.
i'm totally disgusted by the whole lot of orientation outdoor programme.
and wat's even better is i fell sick on the second day of sch.
how nice.
took 3 days mc in a total of 5
as usual having the "new stage of life" emo-ness
last felt tt was when i first stepped into cts.
now trying to readapt to a brand new environment
the stress starts coming in again.
u tend to feel awkward in a new env with strangers.
as usual im the loner. always.
i;m glad tt i met v nice frens thou the culture seems very different
bt still , i enjoy my time spent with them
shant post e foto up cos i dun look nice in tt
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i start to miss my old frens, poa classmates and all sorts of things.
wuld it have been better if im in jc.?
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i would need a min to breathe.
sometimes feeling the change was too rapid
tt i couldnt really make myself feel comfortable abt it.
i felt breathless
idunwish ani frens to add on to this.
to fore warn ani frens ,
these weeks im adpating to something new,
the irritation and uncertainty is there.
i dun wish to get distracted or upset by aniting
sometimes i dun even bother entertaining calls or sms
cos i just feel tired and feel like being alone having some quiet space with my family or love.
so if u are unhappie abt it
or i forgot aniting tt u mention
or i neglect anione.
pls understand tt ,
will you guys do tt?