havent been updating too much these days.
damn tired from work ,
its energy sapping thou folding clothes entertaining pple is easy
bt when it comes to standing throughout the day walking around
its reallie killing.
yet the most motivational thing is KACHINGS
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probably becos the not very used to be back to work feeling.
tend to feel stress again.
and tt explains why i get emo when things clump up together.
when u start balancing family frens r.s and work
its so ....
tough.
friends. i wouldnt like to see them emo.
i shant dwell abt it.
it hurts when ur closer ones get hurt or wadever
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work wise as above.
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family i would say i rarely blog abt them
i've always cherish time with family
sometimes not tt im not filial or wad
just tt i just need some space to breathe
after long day of work i wuldnt like to get filled with each and every pouring woes.
im not e onlie child at home
dun just come shooting me when i dun talk to u
sometimes i just need a bit of space.
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love...
still i tend to think negatively.
shouted at him when i was lost upon alighting at e wrong busstop
how much did i not cherish him
:/
i reallie feel like chopping myself.
tsk
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the past still haunts.
nightmares.
not about J
bt every fearful moments seems to b back.
made me even more paranoid