ily
hmm work gnna start soon...
spent time with my beloved todae as usual.
wasnt too emo until the tot tt work's gonna come in btwn us
likewise i was very paranoid,
likewise im very very "think alot".
cried when i reach home sitting beside him.
im very very afraid u might leave.
im afraid tt we might drift apart,
i dun wan history repeats itself.
i m so afraid tt u might just get another girl or something
:/
seriously,
was very upset.
looking at him den tears starts flowing.
arghhh,i noe its onlie few days lesser tt we r gonna meet.
bt it pains me so much
hearts him to e max
:D
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if u ever see this,
i love u
thou its just gonna cut a few days frm our week
bt i scared it might just drift us miles apart
how much i fear.
hugs.
i m not crying animore
jus in case its gnna make u heartache.
aniwae. i just wanna say i love u
and everymoment we spent meant alot to me.
i cherish every sec everymin everyhr
tt i m with u
<3

i would say i havent been blogging much.
a mixture of happiness and unhappiness throughout i would say.
i shant mention the unhappiness as it has past i hoped.
i shall mention the happiness.
so many impt events has past.

first was e grad day.
quite sian-ed by the programmes
but class performance was GREAT:D
i love 4d1:D
camwhore throughout.
wasnt in my tip top condition tt day thou.
fish& co for class lunch.
it was damn fun luhhh.
walked ard and meet dearest after tt.
:D

second was prom.
cam whore throughout the dinner luh.
the food sucks in my opinion.
everyone looked so different.
Shuai ges Mei nus
hahaha. i m too lazy to upload fotos here pls take a look at my frenster.
they tonned at my hse tt nite.
haha seems like a couples' outing
eventuallie i dint join the other four in watching e horror shows
but chat with dearest in my room.

third was outing with sis hood.
haha ok it was my FIRST trip to botanic Garden
i noe its very sua gu.
but still...
haha enjoyed slacking my time off with my frens.
at least i smell freedom.
:D

Fourth was 602 class gathering.
hahahaha. it was like years since i ever met them
everyone like matured.
pretty fun and i bet theres gonna have more outings soon.
:D
amazed by how much everyone had changed.

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as we go on we remember
all the times we had together
when our lives changed
come whatever
we'll still be friends forever:D
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to: 4D1'08
thanks for being such a warm and nice class:D
i enjoyed my two yrs together spending with u guys,
may we still keep in contact despite the routes gonna be different
i <3 u guys

to : Sister hood ( Tricia, Sinyee, Quan Mei, Hwee Chin, Jia'en, Ying Ting, Khim Geok, QiShi.)
thanks for always being there .:D
i love u guys.
lets cherish the times we are gonna spend together
do keep in touch always
<33

to :602 '04
nice gathering i had for this yr.
may we still stay as united and keep in touch for the years down the road.
i <3 u

to: Dearest Boyfren a.ka L
i dont know if i do deserve such a good bf like u
i'll try to make myself feel assured and stop thinking so much.
may everything gonna be fine for us
and i still wanna spend alot of one month with u
thanks for always being there for me.
i love u.
words cant reallie express much of wad i think n how much u meant to me
but i guess actions do.
hugs.

how much disasters have past?
i asked myself.
just happened to look at my past achives.
i somehow felt tt i am pretty different
probably time really changes one.
i used to be such immature girl.
holding on to things which shldnt be mine,
getting upset over non existence things.
so much r.s tt i have went through.
one after another, one more disappointing den the other.
i laughed at myself.
how immature i behaved.
blaming on things, clinging on past, venting anger on things tt shldnt be involving me
lets hope i can live differently.
*breathe in deeply
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the mess just cleared up,
ending all e troubles for my frens.
how much i apologise for the things tt happened
i reallie trouble my frens alot.
and i felt guilty.
>.<
but aniwae it ended
and i wuldnt want to see J at all in my life.
such sickening
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it appeared to be a new beginning of my life.
<3
celebrate life ,people
:D