havent been updating.
lots of things happened btwn these few mths.

To: Those who may be concerned

seriously not i dun wan to take you guys advice to turn up in school. and not as if i just wanna escape everything in school or the work load. I know exactly and very clearly what i am doing, dun talk to me as if you know what i am thinking and start lecturing me. I definitely know myself very well and very clear of what i am doing. sometimes i really dun need these attention, not tt i wan to isolate myself, bt i prefer having my own space and my own time. It may not be as effective studying at home or alone, but to me i need to learn things at my own pace and standard. i do know those are concerns and care by u guys bt i really prefer to do things on my own and i need my own space, there's a limit on what pple can do so dun go over the limit and make me dislike you.

Seriously i think these days i have been pulling myself too close to my friends and family,when they put in too much advice when they dun even understand me, it makes me feel even uncomfortable. i am too uncomfortable with this too close distance. i prefer not to explain myself, as i really wish to keep everything private, i have my own life, i need my own space so please dun step over that line and invade my own private space. it will make me draw further frm u guys. so ya just leave me alone, i know clearly what i am doing and have been doing.

i dislike tt much attention. i dont like to seek attention.

leave me alone.

something make me very disappointed is the closest fren tt i known for years does not understand me more than someone who i've known less than a few years.