i am an insane- to- be.

haha.

just getting too much stressed frm sch

i dun even haf timeto sleep.

washed my beloved cj7 pouch cos it seems dirty.
he look so happie after e bathe.
just being childish la.
:D



hmmm let me update abt what i 've beeen doing for e weekends


went for dinner wid jie todae after having my butt stuck on e sofa for like ages.

doing 10 tys graph questions,
6 pages of lu questions though there's a lot i cant do
doing recording,.
tys english summary
chemistry wb, chinese and 2 questions of poa,
touching up my physics hwk.
oh well. see how torturous when i come to weekends,
when i have to glue my butt to e chair and do work
oh well.
>.< no wonder i have been accumulating fats on my stomach
cos have been sitting too much cosing indigestions:P
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aniwae end here.
having stomachache at this pt in time.

o level i pressing me damn hard.
>.<
gotta work hard
go go go!
think i am slacking these daes without kor kor stressing me :P
haha.
so i better make sure i am on track

drained.
somehow feeling damn tired todae.
oh well.

What Jiun Jia Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

i can hardly stay on comp for too long
my eyes are swollen due to the crying of my loss of wallet.
upset.
serious.
bt no kind souls ended up helping to pass e wallet to e driver.
still, probably taking the cash and valuables throwing e wallet away.
=[
shant curse them thou.
:/
gnite guys just too exhausted.

i cant help to stuck wid my comp.
irritating~
someone please motivate me to study more more moreMORE!
i realise i havent been studying hard enough.
must jia you le.
must score straight As
kidding la. IMPOSSIBLE!
haha.
the most eh l1r4 <10
yaye!
haha den i can possibly enter ngee ann like no body's business.
hehe.
the more the school is trying to psycho me(us)to go to jc
the more i dun feel like gg.
argh
they just haf those subjects tt i dun like studying
and wihtout uni exemptions
yet ...
poly. its so much more on hands on rather.
plus they haf uni exemptions if u can make it to uni
cut off like almost 1 yr ?
plus u could even try getting diploma plus if ur gpa gets 3.2 and above
lalala.
so i must jia you and get in to my fave poly
den jia you even more to score my g.p.a
and yaye!
hehe. no more pe lessons for poly
yet jc shld haf
haha jc is nt my kind of life since i am not so active after all.
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current l1r5 is 16
l1b2r2 is 11
saddening.
seriously saddening
i could barely make it into the best course in sp,
or even the lousiest business course in np.
saddddd....
i shall jia you and hit like 10? or single digit.
=D
muackies.
if you who are reading my posts ,and is interested to study wid me please tell me
we go studying together.
whaha.
okae. tt's all for todae.
getting to high tonight.

haha. todae went dear hse to complete e puzzle
den went gym to run off my fats.
eh nt bad i ran3 km burnt 150calories
thou dear burn like 200?
haha den eat at his hse.
kinda like his mum's cooking
first time eating dinner @ his hse
abit weird thou.
:D
bought cj7 and an ice cream pouch:D
kinda expensive though
gotta cut dwn my expenses le ba
hehe.
still got swiss cottage hwk to finish >.<
needa study a maths chemistry and physics.
>.<
haha

相遇一定是一种魔咒
,
让我甘于被你看守

记得当初你的一举一动,

记得你阳光般的温柔

重逢是魔咒中的魔咒,

让我再也无法回头

从此跟著你的身影旋转,

时而快乐时而忧愁

你成为我的幸运我的主宰

,你医治我心上所有的伤口

为了你我将充满笑容,

报答你在我身边扮演小丑

每当我掉下眼泪的时候,

每当我生气不语皱著眉头

心里的感觉我说不出口

,其实我最怕你飘然远走

一切患得患失为了你,

所有骄傲自尊都失守

这样的感情让我害怕,

但是我绝对不会逃走

爱你的心注定是依旧,

爱你的情注定要长久

尽管相遇是一种魔咒,

幸福却因为它从此拥有

相遇的魔咒-张嘉倪

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probably this best describe my feelings?
:)
still craving for shopping
gt loads i feel like buying
the top5 will be
1)Waterproof liquid eye liner
2)Eye Shimmer Eye Liner
3)T-shirts(including bf shirt)
4)Pouches
5)tank tops
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the next 5 will be
6)a better mascara maybe
7)Nf shorts(waiting for my blogshop to finish capping)
8)couple slippers( my own i'll be waiting for gss)
9)wallet
10)accessories(esp. hair accessories)
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haha. bleah.
tt its. but mostly have to wait till gss
easier

i can't wait to get into poly>.<
arghhh

sick. :(
awwww

First started out...

argh stomachache all e time >.<
siannnnn.
hmmm blogshop doing pretty well. kinda satisfied.
rushing hwk yet wanting to come here and blog for a while.
<33
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hmmm sometimes i wonder why u love me:)
since there are so much pretty girls out there.
i aint very attractive and pretty:/

<33
its e tenth mth! happy!!
went for a nice dinner, nice shopping and movie!
leap years was a nice one. like it alot .
cut my hair. dun be surprise when u guys see me.
=DD aniwae i am feeling very physically tired now.
so better remove my make up and get to bed.
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dear, thanks for being here alwaes. haha shld pamper ur gf less,
cos she'll be overly pampered by ya. the dinner was nice thanks!
having a boyfriend to eat a nice dinner make me feel so xin fu.
<33
huggies, sry for being bad tempered at times and possesive.
i'll try my best to be ur best gf! =D
hugs and kisses.

oh well. i shall put a warning bah. just leave me alone this week. jj is having extremely moodswing for this week . nth much. bt i will just bite pple who irritates me. pms ithink. bt doubt so. seriously, dun go over my limits. i. seriously. dun. like. pple. to . force. me doing. other.things.
uh huh. tt's it. just beware off jj's irritating temper this week bah=\.
i miss yoshi. its like almost a year since i join yoshi. i rmb reporting my first dae of work after my march hols. definitely rmb. doubt u guys are reading it. bt i miss you guys. fun having u guys around. its like my second home definitely. <33 it brightens my life. hmm though almost everyone haf left the store everytime i past by the store, the images of how we used to be always flashed through my mind. hugs and kisses. to you guys.
urghhh. like victor. i hate rain~ it makes me feel so tired and sick. moody too!
=[ times 6 times 10^23 :P copy righted frm vic.
aniwae u can see how pms i am frm my post. pissed off at e start, sad and happie at the end.
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aniwae. gtg for my beauty sleep
physics things tmr
siann

yeapsss. just feeling uber siann
stomach cramping like maddd
>.<
this sat shall be me and dear dear de 10th mth anni:)
uber happieee
yipee!
just had a nice talk wid him on e phone.
miss him loads
<33
talked about how much we've been through
and whyyie we love each other =DD
so mushy~
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hehe:D
shall save up for e gss soooonnnn.
muackies
shall go for a hair cut soon
:D
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thanks for being wid me always
i know i can be irritating at times
i know i dun haf a nice temper
thanks for being understanding
like you've said
those toughs, quarrels , pissed off are a way of better understandable communication btwn us
:) i love you naughty boy!
JJ <3 J :D
hugs and kisses

sian sian sian
though tis week its my hols but still sian
cos i gt super loads to do>.<
argh aniwae gt to sleep
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i dun reallie knw myself
i dun knw am i feeling insecure
or am i possesive
or whatever.
:/

幸福的风-杨宗纬

因为我永远只能一个人生活

孤单的快乐哀愁

偶尔可以伪装潇洒

只有心里慌乱起来自己喝酒

因为你只是一个美丽的偶然

吹淋我不经意降落

谁知道你不同

谁知道你不走

拥抱著我说终于找到了我

你看穿我的轮廓

亲吻我的奋勇

不在乎我曾经的错

如果不是你的款款温柔

还以为真爱只是一个传说

请相信我的承诺

虽然有点笨拙

但我看见幸福的风

如果我把我的手放在背后

愿不愿意牵著一起走
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oh wellll...
tiring weekk ended. finally~~~
hehe. bt just feeling sian cos i saw sth i like no $$ buy..
http://diarieslas.blogspot.com/2007_02_25_archive.html
it just make me feel like buying it like maddd

o well.
i hope i dint let anyone misunderstood my ppost previously.
:]
>.<

i haf..
too much to study
too little time
too much to digest
too little rest
too much of food
too little of exercise
:[
6 tests in a week
>.<
these seems like nvr ending
sometimes i just wish to stroll at the beach
enjoying the sea breeze rather than facing my work and comp
everynight.
think i gonna turn crazy soon
too much assignment to be completed
argh~~~~~~
someone save me luh~~~
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u will onlie wan other people to change their things or activities becos of u
yet haf u ever thot of understanding pple having their own life too?
u onlie know how to reject pple when u cant make it yet they ask u out
yet u could throw ur freaking temper becos other pple cant make it to go out wid u
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counting down to 7 mths and 16 daes to o level

how much have u ever rmb tt i need u
being so stressed
though ur encouragement i onlie wish to hear ur voice
comforting me.
i dun require much.
yet u dun seems to.

where's my freaking usb cable for e mp3
knocked my head against e rack beside my bed just becos of it
i think i will turn dumb for the next few daes due to the badly hit on my head
pain pain pain
even now i cant think properly
aniwae
just sian
and more sian
for the week
the month
the year
cos o's coming in ard mths
paying so much yet ended up being tortured wid all e hwk
i guess every weekend i ended up wid more than 10 hwk
3 for chi
1for eng
2 for maths
and blah blah blah
can die
>.<
i am very discourage frm those test
someone motivate me pls~~~
argh well went shopping wid dear and mum for consecutive 2 daes
first dae becos sy's bdae
went bugis bought my bf shirt and mickey +mario shirt
was kinda pissed when dear dun believe its suppose to be printed in a bit vintage look
bt still~
i love him
hmmm
2dae went bugis den pple's park
too lazy to shop at bugis
so bought a black shawl , purple tube and a black cardigan abit winter kind
guess i am spending too much kaching on my dressing>.<
hmm bt girls mah
hehe
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stupid stomachache is haunting me again
pestering me to go toilet.
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hmmmm
aniwae
last.
boy,
i feel like hugging u
>.<
we seems to have lesser to talk these daes
probably we are tired and busy
probably i am too sensitive
just felt tt we seems abit drifting recently
>.<
thinking too much>.<
muackies
sorry recently if i apear to be moody.
cos super tired wid my sch
love ya!
dont doubt.
i am talking abt u.
jasper<3
hehe.
huggies

it've been like ages since i ever post on blogg.
have been looking thru so many pples blog
realise everyone's having e pre o level syndrome
so overly stressed by all the work and stuff
test like nvr ending
urgh chem test was a very big blow to me
followed by tt a maths test
totally blanked out upon doing the first question
seeing the paper i could almost cry man
i wonder how much will i score
realised when i try harder to grab those distinctions
i tend to make myself feel overly stressed
and blanked out during tests
bt trying to motivate myself to do consistent studies
cos i dun wanna end up having hard time during e revision period
i cld sae o lvl is coming damn soon
first paper on 20th of october.
minus the hours of sleep eat shit andbathe
i am only left with 4-5 mths of hours studying for 8 SUBJECTS!
cant imagine how my life will be like when nearer to e term 3 exam><
i have where i wanna go
bt it matters if i could go.
bt at least i got an aim & goal to work for.
siansian sian
hmm was feeling abit bu an
cos of some stuff.
worried.
hmmmmmmmm.................
aniwae tt's all~
gotta go burn my midnight oil
wid my "beloved" hwk
hugs and kisses