WELL.. i am tired
definitely
quarrelled wid my parents
they just dun understand me
can they ever put themselves in other people's shoes
and not focusing on wad they think.
i got a sudden urge to go back to yoshi
feel like hugging geraldine or whoever
they are the closest to me
and the people who seems like my second family
and everytime when i am upset the first place i willwanna hide is in yoshi
the place where i find joy at
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upset
very
.
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i simple dun understand why whenever my life starts getting better
it will go back to the same old mess again
its my fate i guessed
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i have never felt this wae
until now.
i feel tt why make the effort to do wadevr they like
when they duneven see it
they just assume u are playing u are lazy u dun wanna study
whats e pt of staying at hm so frequently
i might as well go back to work
since u both arent staying at home all e time
u both arent eating at home
den wad for i stay at home alone
i hate this wae of life can
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after all e depressing post
i would sae something happie
cut it short larh
cos i gotta sleep soon
have been seeing loads of people getting married
the pics they took and stuff
mrs ong arh, my dad's colleague, zeng shi mei and tang yu shu
i got a sudden urge to get marriedXD
hahaha.
bt just kidding
i havent reach the age larh
so haha forget it
somethign random though
just feel like getting marriedXD
bleah
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emo-ed

well todae'spaper was unexpectedly easy
hong lao shi spot the question
expectedly
i seems like she have never failed spotting tt question
except for sec 4s
paper 2 was easy too
shant sae much'
bt sine e paper is easy meaning a lower chance of getting a1 dependign on e curve
i dare not see
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pissed
ver pissed
why
becos of my parents
shant sae much
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i reallie think i shld go back to work
too much things have been bothering me tt i reallie wanna destress
at soem workplace
maybe channel hub
maybe yoshi
who cares lar
just go back and let go all my worries
keep myself occupied
rather than staying at home getting irritated by my parents
and eventuallie my bad mood even irritates other people

3rd time blogging tonite
just love myblog too muchXD
too much to sae
cant reallie express myself though
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why aint i demanding for wad i deserve:P?
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i am here again.
blah.
motivation-less
being reallie tired
frm eoy started till now
haven reallie had a gd rest larh
thanks to all e beloved teachers
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restless
starting to get yu wu lun ci
again.

can someone just cheer me up now?
well dun knw why moody
just feeling very tired
and pissed off just now
probably very stress for tml exam
its o lvl
:/
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sometimes i wonder.
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some pics to be shared for ytd
5 months 2 weeks & still counting

tmr or rther tonite is dear de bdae hehe
yaye i seems more excited den he does
yaye tml gg out to celebrate=DDD
miss him lots
haha
<3
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i wanna spend every festival tt we are gonna haf tgt wid u<3

i would sae i love u
for now.
and then.
the more i loved u
the more i fear i may lose u
:]
hugs

Suddenly i seems to know u alot
cleared so much of my un-needed doubts and worries
=D
love u.
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well report book is out
i would sae i drop by one pt
bt tt one pt is becos of one mark less for poa
cos tt stupid wang dun wan give me my mark
=[[[
bt if my physics could add 2 mroe marks
i would have passed physics and even say improved from the previous sem results:D
ANIWAE I SHALL TRY VERY HARD FOR PHYSICS REEXAM
oh welll....
sian sian sian
gt like 10 other sch papers to complete
zzzz...
wish me luck:P
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i miss u :D

hahas i know u wuldnt be seeing this
but i miss u .
random.

well recently is like so tiring lah
such nice weather still need to go school
zzz
dear havng his chess comp this week
:/ busy busy busy
haha bt this time round
i cant talk to him much too
cos i gotta rush 10 comprehension within hours
=.=
tired. reallie gonna sleep le

i crave for beard papa's cream puff
=\\
i wan it
badly

yawns i feel like sleeping
well sudden urge of gg back to yoshi
bt some thingy tt doesnt realli eallow me to go back
o lvl is one thing
the teachers are another
well shall see
i do miss them
ah how seekia siewling john ismail kah wee alan clover micheal terris albert
and most imptly my fave lady geraldine!
i miss them loads
well cant help it
yoshi is my second homeee
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sry sry
i wuld be very apologetic
have been saying soorry again and again
cos i reallie feel bad abt being so unreasonable
and not understanding towards him
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tired=\
gotta sleep
cya

听到我的电话响了一生就暂停
会不会是你我总怀疑
因为这原因心情不稳定
我们之间的问题是我不相信你
敏感又多心怕你变了心
因为爱你害怕失去你
爱的天气总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣
(baby)想对你说生对不起用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意(如果没有你)
我的世界只剩回忆每天只面对孤寂
以来不及在说我爱你

爱的天气总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣
(baby)想对你说生对不起用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意(如果没有你)
我的世界只剩回忆每天只面对孤寂
以来不及在说我爱你
(baby)想对你说生对不起用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意(如果没有你)
我的世界只剩回忆每天只面对孤寂
以来不及在说我爱你
如果能在遇见你把你抱紧
从此步分离决不放弃我要告诉你
os:baby i'm sorry

i am back.
yawnss
done some chinese hwk
just reminded me of tml
financial literacy
oh well
sian-ed
wonder why wang wan this sian thingy
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i feel tt recently my life have been too quiet
my fone's ring tone doesnt seems to ring
oh well someone call me
please
even if its a wrong number i'll feel happie
i'll be even happier if my love call me:p
i abit kisiao
or rather seriously crazy
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语无伦次 .
this is wad i could use to describe myself now
:P
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sian
sian sian
sian sian sian

counting 200 th post.
going off line
gota finish somestuff before sleeping
i miss him
alot alot.
well..
<3
shall look forward to next mondaee
nt tml the following one
let me have ur foto as e replacement=PPp
heee
gnite!

To:Dear
一天过一天
从不确定变成了答案
就像这样
停留在只有你去的方向
每当你出现我身旁
就感觉爱情的重量
我越在意越难衡量
就越放不下
越不去想就越是他
i think i love you~
爱就是这样couse i miss you～
喜欢你善良陪你去逛逛
会偶尔吵架
吵累了说贴心的话
i'm falling for you～
爱就是这样now i need you
想等你放假
要一起分享今晚的星光
当你说要守护幸福
不打烊～
我们越看就像
不说也能聊解对方
画同一张图画
想同一个梦想
幸福是一座大灯塔
少了你世界就找不了
你一定会再给我力量
其实爱我并不复杂
真心的对话
就能够往幸福出发
爱时常让两个人受伤
爱也总让两个人更坚强
我们不会知道
以后的日子会有多长
在我的世界
都会有你守护肩膀
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i do miss him
he's busy shant disturb him
muackies

deleted the previous post after second thought
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no reasons
nothing.
i realised i havent been being zhi zhu(contented wid wad i haf)
probably its true tt guys changed all e time=\

i am tired
yawnnnnsss
no much people is online
u can see them online bt away or busy
its even counted as offline
feel like gg out tml
bt first must check gt wad hwkk
zzz
yawnss
time to sleep

well kinda tired
yawnss...
school have been very boring .
u just sit there do nothing
i rather stay at hm and sleep till i like
oh well have to re exam for my physics just becos of two little irritating marks
if its mr chinhe probably searched tt two little marks for me
and tt wang oh well make me pissed off
come on can
i did my working at least gt working marks
=[[
well try harder next time
nvr get this kinda results in o lvl
i'll cry
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zzz cant wait to go shopping loads to buyyyy
heeee
itchy itchy
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bleahhhh i just feel like nianing my boyfren
bt too bad i cant and later he complain i nian=X
zzz
do my own stuff and miss my beloved shopping

well well well...
haha went sakae wid dear todae
the atmosphere not nice
bt someting make it nice
something sweet bt shant post on blog yet
ehehehehhe
=DD
i am tired
dun disturb me

well well well
argh kinda disappointed when dear cancelled todae's date
todae is fifth month can?!
kinda pissed at first bt well nah
shall be understanding towards his work load
who ask me to haf such a busy bf
:/
kinda tireddd
haf be doing a surprise for dear's bdae
do hope he likes it
turning crazy thoughhhh
while he is busy i just blog my way through
yee haaa...
i just feel like gg to shopping
bt well i shall curb my shopping desire till when i reallie wanna go
bleahhh
well its almost one ofexams
except for o lvl chi
after tt i can settle all my wanted t do stuffs
haaa...
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to do list: replaced all my stupid lost cards
get billy ah pek a bdae present
prepare dear's bdae surprise (tt does include alot to do)

well well i feel so boredddd
its not good having myself enjoying hols without my dear
feels so boring
went amk wid my mum
bought a ip zone shirt and a pair of black heels
grrrr
i feel so boreeeeddd
ne way its after 12 liao
finaalie fifth month
yaye
=[ bt dear busying wid his work
i miss him
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i think i need one dozen of coughing syrup =P
non stop coughing
zzz.
urgh i miss my bf
just rite after exams
well i jus wish our holidae timing exam timing were the saem lar
den wunn be so terrible liao
haha
bt neway hope he jia you in doing his stuff while i do my stuff too
wanna go shopping lehhh
bt wanna save my ka ching
booo hooo
lets shall see
uhmmmm
bleahhhhh
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signed off at 2:05 am

comp haf been down for rather long throughout the exam.
tt's a gd thing at least i wasnt tempted to use it.
proceeding to the 6th month :D
very happie i guessed
5 th mth is on the 15th this mondae
=)
well... i feel like gg for shopping :\
bt wanna save kaching for dear's bdae leiii
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heeex shall see how.
dun reallie haf e mood to blog end it here
bleah