hmt paper done
bt its super duper difficult and torturing
my ans for cloze passage haf alot of mistake
i feel so insecure.
bt who cares ,
i shall push myself to do e best for other paper
intensive studying:D
jia you
=DDD
sianed

太阳晒的我眼睛睁不开
你的好脾气
让我心情坏不起来
下雨下的我眼神发呆
你的道歉
听着听着我都快要笑出来
谁说不能黑白配
世界上没有什么事
能够如此的绝对
曾经有人这样唱过
白天它不懂夜的黑
你却懂得我的美

有时候我会感觉非常累
有时候也会不知觉把你拖累
你有时会说我们不配
只要能依偎
真的真的我什么都无所谓
谁说不能黑白配
世界上没有什么事
能够如此的绝对
曾经有人这样唱过
白天它不懂夜的黑
你却懂得我的美
钢琴也是黑白键
一样能看出我对你
只有满满的感谢
也许黑永远不明白
在这个彩色的世界
有你我才会存在

yawnsss...
haha i broke my aim for this week =P
used comp to beg pple print my notes:D
very tired
very very tired
:) thanks to billy ah pek for his beloved card
like it alot
so touched can?!
haha.. thanks jie and jasper dear keep encouraging me on
wid dear de jacket to pei me sit for exam=DDDD
i am very lucky for el paper 1
i hope this happens tmr

Aim for this three weeks: Usage of Computer less than 2 hrs
Watching tv less than 2 hrs
LESS napping
MORE studying
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Target for SA2: NO FAILURES!!!
L1R5 <15
EL B4
MT B3
EM A1
AM A1
CHEM A1
POA A1
HISTORY A2
SS A2
PHY B4
WORK HARD PLAY HARD!!!!
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Target for Overall: L1R5<15
no details:P
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argh... my aim now is to study as much as possible
jia you
dun waste ani more time now! tan jiun jia

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1. Nina Ricci Perfume!
2.Happiness for everyone!
3. Money for shopping,buying stuff i like and enjoying purposes!
4. Long Lasting of my current relationship
5. Everyone’s well wishes for my birthday.

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you is?
BILLY ! AH PEK!
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Friends cum AHpek and Auntie

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
SHy, quiet,can be active at sometimes, kinda hyper in a sense tt his energy seems neever using up.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
eh. dun haf bahhh

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
doubt so

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
=.=" Can't imagine

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
noisy a bit

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Throw myself off a building.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
hmmm, it will be when i call him too much of ah pek.

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Message him bah

11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
someone who will always be there for u.and a shy and quiet guy.

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
split personalities. can be noisy and quiet at times.

13.The character you love of yourself are?
Noisy =DDD

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
Lazy, and indecisive

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Someone who spreads all her love around and being loved=DD

16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.
1: Siew Ling Jie
2: Mr John Khoo
3: Lun!
4: Yong Qiang
5: Zhi Yong
6:Jing Quan
7: Chee Kian
8: Mr Ong
9: Jun Yan
10:Ricky
(didnt add my boyfriend as he doesnt haf a blogg.)
17.Who is no.6[Jing Quan]having relationship with?

No one, i guessed.

18.Is no.9[Jun Yan]a male or female?
Male.

19.If no.7[Chee Kian]and 10[Ricky]are together, will it be a good thing?
No! So GaY!
20.How about no.8[mR ong]and 5[Zhi Yong]?
Never!!! haha

21.What is no.2[John Khoo]studying about?

Uni? School of Fine Arts

22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3[Lun]?
Ages ago. he disappeared to no where

23.What kind of music band does no.8[Mr Ong] like?
Classical music??

24.Does no.1[Siew Ling]has any siblings?
eh One younger Sister and one older sister and one older bro if i am not wrong

25.Will you woo no.3[Lun]?
ehhh never!

26.Is no.4 single[Yong Qiang]?
Nope.

27.What’s the surname of no.5[Zhi Yong]?
Eu. if i am not wrong =X

28.What’s the hobby of no.4[Yong Qiang]?
Spending time wid his gf=X

29.Do no.5[Zhi Yong] and 9[Jun Yan] get along well?
Yes . haha they are best buddies

30.Where is no.2[Mr JoHN Khoo]studying at?
NUS school of fine arts

31.Talk something casually about no.1[Siewling]?
Pepper Lunch and Yoshinoya

32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8[Mr Ong]?
Ehhh... nope bahhh...

33.Where does no.9[Jun Yan] live at?
Bukit Merah

34.What color does no.4[Yong Qiang]like?
ehhh,green??

35.Are no.5[Zhi Yong]and 1[Siewling]best friends?
Um, nope.

36.Does no.7[Chee Kian] likes no.2[Mr John Khoo]?
NO!!! Noway!!!so gay~

37.How do you get to know no.2[Mr John Khoo]?
From Zhao Lin kor kor and in School! its a long long story

38.Does no.1[siewling]have any pets?
no. haha a soft toy tortoise on her hp maybe=P

39.Is no.7[Chee Kian] the sexiest person in the world?
NEVER! haha.

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...
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would u be there for me?
=DDD

总在我家巷口和你分手
彷佛偶像剧一样
觉得我们就要发生些什么
总在回家时候不知所措
想再打电话给你
可是再见刚刚才说过
有一种想要拥抱你的冲动
想静静看着你的笑容
让你藏在怀中
直到我每天的尽头
因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
因为有一个梦而执着
因为等一个人而折磨
因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
因为有一个梦而放纵
因为等一个人而漂泊
因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
像夜的朦拢
你的深情难懂
我的世界因为你而不同
因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
像风的自由

i love this song
it makes sense
its logical
its how i feel

endless sleepless nites,
wad to do?

opps i feel like blogging about yoshinoya again.
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here's my thinking of everyone
i remembered entering yoshinoya as a xiao mei mei everyone doubting abt my current school results and my stream my background bt slowly we became best of friends and they are the ones who kept me going throughout the whole half the year and also they are the ones who i always look forward to every weekend.
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Eileen : She's the mother of the Harbourfront yoshinoya family. though sometimes violent saying she wanna beat people. bt she's the one who has always been caring for me.she shared whatever she can give like chicken soup like seafood rolls i can never forget her constant reminders of eating meals as she know i haf a weak stomach,her constant motivation and complement about my work, her act cuteness and the way she treated me like her daughter. she's a cute and loving mother. someone whom i really looked up to and someone whom i really cant bear to leave.

Chito:a very nice gentlemen. His Jokes are super scary . he can look very fierce and like scold u bt at the other moment he smile and laugh like mad. he's the one who really doted me a lot and taught me alot, someone who trained me to be a better crew. he motivates me , he sayang me like little girl like his sister,he worries for me he cares for me he jokes wid me.i missed quarreling wid him . remembered there was a period of time tt i realie hated him bt finally i understood. i really missed him.

Josheph:He is the well hated guy by alot of people except me bah. he really treats me very well. he is the second chito . he treats me super nice and his smiles always perk my day up . and he always do the zhao pai dong shuo wid me de lor.. so nice. bt i think he should try to interact wid evryone and express himself better so tt everyone wuldnt dislike him

Edwin: A gao xiao (funny) bt super nice gentleman. he very tiao pi as in michevious,he loves to play and work at e same time. i know his fave phrase is ta ma de, he always complain i slow lorr so bad de. bt he always help me and teach me more things. a very nice guy overall, though vulgarities and his childish acts huh dun seems like his age eh. haha bt he's nice and i miss the days working wid him .

Ah how: Someone who always joke about me . please lor i smart can if not some small girls will really think u like them leh. he's a nice guys full of theories and his own principles. another one wid loads of vulgarities. enjoy working wid him though he always make me laugh and take care of me. he's someone who is very serious in work. work hard play hard. =D if i ever leave i'll miss him too.

Seekia: seems like my da jie jie . we are kinda you yuan , we are linked form ani other ways and she's the one whom i first interact wid in yoshinoya,my shi fu . someone who haf loads of idea emotions and all kinds tt u cant think of. she's a nice gal who is my best fren though =D i loved her too ! ahaha

Ismail:a disiao malay guy who tries to speak improper chinese. or rather my colleaguesalways teach him those rubbish chinese bad words. he is someonewho never fail to make me happy and also sometimes make me uber pissed. bt at e evry end he's a nice guuy and i appreciate having him as a best brother. bro, take care man! i will definitely miss his "hello how are you?",and missed calling him"mia , green tea low, help me take someice, help me pour milo help me cut chicken" all sorts of things or i even missed saying mia i very tired.

Alan:Blur kind BIG BLUR KING .a blur guy who spouts nonsense super slack always kana scolding by everyone including me and always get injured super frequent, bt he's eventually someone who u can talk to who u can rely on who really help u in e end. he and ismail always cheer me up when i am moody he seems to can realise my emo- ness when i am emo, he's always the one who is sensitive to other feelings.i miss calling alan green tea low, peach tea low, alan lobby got bowls,alan help me scrub the floor, alan here alan there, i missed it i really do. for him i would say u better take care dun ijured urself too much not everytime got someone give u plaster and express urself louder clearer to everyone prove tt u can do it kay?

John :he is a handsome guy, really nice guy who helps u when u are realy utterly busy and pissed off wif ur work load, he never fails to cheer me up with his smiles and michevious acts in the kitchen. dun see him so diao er lang dang, like slacking , he can be evrn more hardworking than me in studies, always see him studying while working, eventually he's a very nice colleague of mind always gao xiao wid the ismail and alan. aniwae for him i would say thnks u are a nice guy take care work hard and i shall see ya at e gce o level examination level=PP stop r stupid acts in the kitchen tt irritate ah how lar.

Kah wee:my first impression of him is a very nice guy, he helped me alot whe i first enter yoshinoya, a very gao xiao and disiao me de guy, he's super nice always treat me chocolates , like wise i appreciate the dys we work together =DD ,take care. ahaha smile more often play more of ur phone de songs, =DD you will be missed .

Uncle Sam:a uncle which treats me super good and very dote me,he cooks a lot for me, he smiles and his irashaimasei never failed to motivate on again and again.i enjoyed working wid him,though he is a bit stubborn at times bt he always dotes us alot alot.he is being loved =DD

Dong Dong: he resembles extremely like Jing Quan, haha. bt he's fifferent fom him in a way tt he is quite clumsy and rude.bt he changed liao so the whole yoshi family like him.ya=DD he's nice he always help me wash bowls de lorrr.. he's nice guy and he is being missed too

Siew Ling : my best jie, i loved ya. words are redundant le =DD

evryone is loved =DD

heyhey hey not tt i lazy to blog nowadaes bt rather loads haf been keeping me busy.
my beloved grandfather passed away , after that food poisoning, denwad caught a cold or something. troubles havent failed to like find me .. rawrrr... i realise how impt is my health and my pathetic stomach.. super uber terrible when ur stupid gastric just kills u .. zzz. i hate that.bt i enjoyed d&d. the onlie time where i actuallie haf e energy to step out of my house. dinner and dance was grat. dint expect my managers and everyone to be so HIGH. =DD we won the best table award lor. had a great time and probably the last time i'll be at such great event of yoshi.
really thinking of leaving . though yar close bonds and stuff bt really when eileen and jie leave i think there is nothing meaningful for me to stay there and even get pissed off by that twins or whoever. i mean the new manager. bt i will missed the time we spent together. time to catch up on my studies too . missing too much lesson ..and finally ending my post wid two impt things.i cherish everyone who is in or ever pass my life be it from channel hub to yoshinoya, my family my friends my classmates my school mates my used to be lovers my current boyfren my gan gor gan jie gan mei .or even simple people tt i ever meet. i cherish u guys. secondly ,i love u dear. it had been a long way. i cherish u loads i love u loads everything is fine. and u are the everything i need most now.
my life revolves round work siewling jie some gan gors my boyfren my family and imptly my studies=]