sometimes it's just isnt easy to get through so much in life
neither is it easy to find such a bunch of colleagues tt is bond together so closely
i love u guys loads
bt i think i am leaving yoshi
i just wish to leave so quickly
i just dun feel like getting myself too close when i wanna leave i will be very very upset.
kudos to my dear bunch of wonderful marvellous colleagues
though u al might not read it bt i shall credit=D
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chito, eileen, siewling, alan, ismail, seekia, kahwee, john, uncle chong, uncle sam, may, angeline, how, josheph, edwin, sinyee, miao rui, jun xian, joycelyn, monica (lols), once to be:aloysius and joey , jowin ,ray ,tom , aunty linda
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chito eileen siewling seekia how josheph edwin monica really build up a new yoshi me throughout the past few months tt i see , esp chito. he's being loved<33
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well ,
i enjoyed my days in yoshi
its seems the second home to me
everyone together makes a difference
we encouraged and help one another to go through
part and parcel of life
together hand in hand
we walked through times and times again of lunch and dinner rush
we experienced through the torturing night crowds
together we been through and get through one and times again of inspection
we get together to go through the busy hours of yoshi though we are really tired
we encourage and walk through everything
fun and laughters.
=]
huggies and loves to u guys
i am nt leaving yet bt i sounds like i am gg to
=D
Cheers

to you know who u are, friend:
silence carries a distance
friendship does last
yet can never stop
one who craves e freedom

not e mood which changes
not e suffering in thy heart
just a beginning of one's dream
which makes both drift apart

Glance at the future,
what it might may be
it lies on e future
where both friendship will be

the care for e other
lies in e heart
yet the future lies the crucial part
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for someone
(siewling jie not to worry its not u=])
answer to ur post
freedom,dream
i realise something i hav never been
something tt lies between us
tt have always been a mistake.

well.. had a nice dae wid dear.
love u loads <3
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JOB JOB JOB
i just cant get my mind off it
i know i am gg for exam alr.
just cant stop myself from thinking getting a new job
i'll probably cry when i leave my beloved yoshi
bt just being realistic to find something more kaching
to spend.
i am doing well at yoshi
not to worry
bt i just wish to go for something better
=D
everyone approves
i haf my loved ones support
go for it!
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i am rather pissed wid mrs wang
well thats it
u stillpamper tt
stupid lazy one
i haf to accept the fact tt almost allOLD teachers are likett
=/
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new life
new beginning

oh well.. health deterioating
wad to do?
hmph=\
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probably is fated for me to leave yoshi
right time right chance
still be F&B line
bt see where am i reallie going lorrr..
sales is still my right job
bt nah stay at F&B safer
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almost 4 more weeks to first paper
chiong chiong chiong
=DD
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i realised
so much
tt i havent been noticed
in my life.
i cant wait for super meet man!
i <3 yoshi

blahhh
i am super lazyy
i hate doing history homework can???
jus feel like revising other things other than history
zzz
i realised
eoy is comin in 5 weeks time
can u imagine just 5 FIVEEEE weeeks ????
sian-ed
i hafta score well
i need to!!!
i think i am insane
tot of leaving yoshi
for some other jobs bah
shall see lor.
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<3 dear loads
bt dun haf the time to pei him lei..
zzz.
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time doesnt seems enough for me

very tired seriously.
yawns
went watched 881 widd yoshi peeps
horrible show.
till 3 plus den reach hm
went watched secret again wid mr ong
=DD
worth watching again and again.
=]]
miss dear loads
haha he promised me tt we will be watching movie after his exams
yaye.
i love u loads
<333
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health level dropping like mad
gastric and dizzy coming back
wads worse is my dizzy med is finished
unless i go get it frm doc again
if nt i'll probably hafta sleep for very long to cure my dizzines=S
sian-ed
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feel so lazy to do the german letter
cos i reallie dun understand.
hmmm.. got back results=DD
Chemistry 36/45
History 4/6
kinda disappointing
careless mistake...
=[[[
bt at least an A makes me happie
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i dun haf enough time to do my stuffff...
kao.
less remedial please.
luckily tml i dun haf to attend history detention
hurray!
one point makes a difference
=DD
<33
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wang wang coming back to teach
yaye!
no more se mi mi de uncle
=DDD
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tuesdae probably maths remedial
wednesdae dating
thursday history remedial
fridae work
weekends work..
=/ space some time for me
i needa REST!
:O yawns

bleahh..
the previous post doesnt count.
cos i realise how much my dear spend time on me
<3ed

changed my blogskin again=))
looks nicer =]]
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went shopping alone todae..
meet jie at vivo after marina square trip
went ikea widd parents bt nth much ehhh
boring dae?
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hmm sometimes i gotta jus bottle evrything up
cos is rather unreasonable to be angry or upset
just becos u are too busy wid ur studies
its unreasonable of me
so i rather shut myself up
i guess u dint realise
hw much u haf neglected me
or probably i am just too sensitive
boy, i shall wait till ur exams finished.
=[
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upset-ed

SHOPPING!
I CRAVE FOR SHOPPING!
kao.
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i think i did, almost or nearly 0.0000000001% more to pissing dear off
i keep wei nan him todae
and i keep making him frusrated
and i keep giving him irritating replies
and....
i was super nian him todae
cos i reallie miss him can?!
wah lao.
its like we have been meeting once a week
n i am spending like my whole life time wid either work or sch
n some more i keep seeing couples ard
n some more he's whole mind is in his exam
n some more
i just wish to see him lots
who ask him to make me like him so much?
zzz
you see gf is always nian- ing bf can
if i arent nian - ing him
there must be a problem liao
and i think i am infected by jie's moodswing
and also my uber irritating headache while talking to dear
and i am abmnormal tonite.
i guessed.
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i kicked some one out of my blog
i guess this will help the disturbance
since he wuldnt know much of wads happening now
yay!
haf fun wid ur frens and ur gf and stop coming to kajiao me.
or i cut u into pieces
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jj
feels like sleeping non stop and nvr wake up
jj feels like saying sorry to her bf
jj feels like being loved by everyone in e whole world
jj feels like tearing the people tt makes me angry into pieces
jj feels like spending her money like never ending
jj feels like letting everyone knows what is she feelingwithout explaining
jj feels like dying
jj feels like being emo
jj feels like being unconscious
jj feels like growing up
jj feels like stopping e moment
jj feels like cuddling wid her bf and the day never ends
jj feels like having more time wid her loved ones
jj feels like falling sick and haf pple to take care of her
jj feels like being hugged by everyone
jj...
jj...
jj...
jj loves u who is reading this.
too much of wishes i wish to have
too much of things i yearned
i yearned freedom
i yearned never ending love by everyone
i yearned care and concern
i yearned everything tt is in my mind
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like i haf said i am going insane towards e nite.
pardon me
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some thing to shar3 abt my work





this is wad yoshi people do when they are super bored
credits to kah wee
done by hfc

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i am super uber uber veryy veryy SLEEPY!
i realise i am quite lazy todaee
dint eat breakfast widd dear cos i am super utterly sleepy:P
i am sorryyy
haha..
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ytd was e national dae celebration in school. haha singapore foot print was so sian lor . run around the stupid raffles place. bt nice lar =D mrs tang was super nice can? we completed all the stations and reached school super earlyy.. =]] we contributed to the first group in class to reach schh
hmmmm went meet dear after tt . went marina squaree. hahaa indeed he knows me well we went yoshinoya ferh dinner. den we go walk round round before movie starts. was so surprise tt he actually bought the wallet larrr... =DDD rush hour 3 was nice lar.
den we walk along esplanade lor.. he cleared part of my worries . bt i am still bothered by some worries lar.thanks to those chi bao mei shi zhuo de guys.make me fuming wid anger and sleepless nites .
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<3<3<3
I <3 U
muacks

lets blog bt todaeeee...
first was chinese test
oh well...
still quite bad though i studied=//
second was chemm test
amazingly wonderfully
i finally know how to do emperical formula for ONCE
in a life time=.=
hehee
bt kinda hard thoughhh
hoping to get an A1=D
home alone todae
i cant help bt to complaint tt BMC de KFC service reallie lousy larr
kinda pissed me off..
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neway i am looking forward to tml going out widd dear
happie=DD
more peekcheurs
more movies tix
more huggies.
<3ed
heheheh...
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see JASPER
u are being lovd by jj can?!
sometimes we dun reallie haf time for each other
and i kinda realise i prefer quality time to quantity=]]
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GEHITS results nt out yett
they cheated my feelings XD
zzz.
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FUTURE?
plannin ahead

Utterly Horribly Terribly Vegetably SICK!
i cant stop sniffing and getting drowsy todae
work todae is utterly tiring
i gg to peng soon
dear was quite upset tt i dint haf anitime to pei him
i cant take off either . nt enuff pple closing.
i am super upset can
i am sandwich in between my bf and my manager
zzz
i wish he could realie understand?
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thanks eh
"well done" video
super disappointed in my team can
i was expecting something better.
i shldnt haf took an MC tt dae
kao.
ended up this video like shit
thanks to wad kind of person i haf in my team
continue meddling wid ur stupid cube
i have enough
tt's all for the project.
sometimes i wonder why mrs wang treat me and u so differently=/
upsetting
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and to you:
i saw u and ur gf todae
nt even a hi or bye
we are nvr frens at all
like u treated me when we just broke up.
u had a nice and sweet gf
well liked by ur family and ur frens
get along wid ur frens so well than i could
i am happie for u.
all e best=].
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sometimes
i
longed
for
everything in my life
smooth sailing
.
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wad wuld i describe my life wid 3 words?
full of regrets
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proceeding to me and dear de 4th month
coming to e end of 3 rd month
undescribable
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i wished u could understand me
its nt tt i dont wanna spend time wid u
bt i cant
i wanted to take off just to pei u
bt it isnt approved
u knw how bad i felt?
haf u ever understand and listen to me?
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sick.
sleep.

haha shal blog before i go to sleep
nt workin todae
sickeningly sick...
feeling dry tired drowsy dizzy
gonna wait till my parents come backkk...
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i mish dear
hehe.
<3s
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seeing stars in progress falling asleep soon
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i dun knw wad am i working for in this competition
just to make mrs wang happie?
even if my team gets into the finalist
i wuldnt be happie at all
why?
cos i cant be bothered to be working wid this kinda attitude pple in my team
wad's e pt of working hard for u guys
and u are slacking dwn there
playing wid ur stupid cube.
i am nt ur slave or wad
and pls when i ask u question can u just answer politely
if nt for the sake of mitchelle
iwuldnt haf bothered wid ur heck care attitude
i can rush thru e nite helping to complete this work
bt i cant do it for U
who isnt worth it
thanks i am sick now.
i had enuff wid ur attitude
and i even had enuff wid ur bootlicking skills
bootlicking mrs wang.
thanks alot
i wonder whats wrong wid myself
helping the team and
all the gains are showered to you.
sometimes i just wish mrs wang understands.
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sometimes
wid the
dont care dont know dont bother
attitude will be better
den u care u know and u bothers
cos sometimes being insignificant
shld just be better
u wuldnt haf to do so much and in end get everything poured back to u
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i knew wad will u tell mrs wang
she dint come on the dae we rushed the work
and knowingly
i wudnt explained to mrs wang and neither of them wil too
i spend my time on this
what i get in return
accusations.
who will ever knows how much i cared and did
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i guessed i am so low profile in school
tt no one seems to realise how long ihavent been ard.
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tired
off to sleep.
i had enough.

sickeningly sick
sick at this kind of stupid time
ICANT TAKE IT!
kao so many things to finish yet i am sick
zzz...
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sometimes.
i just.
wish to have.
more time with.
u.
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