lalaa... seriously i need to struggle thru this stupid long week... nt enuff rest by end of the week i supposed.. hmmm... super tired.. keep getting tt face frm hong lao shi .. anyway just ren tts all dun wanna spend my energy shouting at her anyway.,..un finished work stack like mad la.. bt used to it le.. so nth to sae.. todae evil boi very sweet to send me to sch and bought me breakfast =D nice of him .. love him loads..hehes.. super uber sian .. tmr still gt guides .. haizzzzz...... hmmm... ending here liao nth much to blog

對不起 是 我的錯 。 我任性野蠻﹐我亂發脾氣﹐原諒我好嗎? 雖然我們似乎已好了﹐ 我卻內疚﹐我卻心煩

alrite quite tired after the whole tonning session with les , les de stead , my beloved evil darling and DINO! haha... hmmm i mean we've been quarelling for x times within a week.. some thing is wrong.. gt a great talk ytd nite... cried the whole long night without sleeping.. eyes swollen puffy wadever u sae it .. i love him i reallie love evil boy ... anyway me and tricia went orchard window shop .. den went back hm to get $$$ den went tion met her stead we went griller eat.. haha nt reallie nice the food dere ... like wad tricia sae .. dun so fussy abt food it taste wonderful once so fussy it taste like shit .. they gt their ring .. yaye happie for them nice seeing them so close together of cos a bit of envious when i aint getting great with my dear tt few daes.. next met gordon and evil boy at tiong de coffee bean there... went long john disturb alvin gor gor.. wakaka... biased ah gor .. hehe.. i dun mind joining long john to work serious.. haha.. after tt we went singapore river without gordon .. slack there .. walk here and there buying things .. he smoked in front of me ... first time seeing him smoke..few of us very emo .. talked to dear abt alot of things cried also .. after tt we walked to spise or spice i dun rmb .. dino and dear ate lots .. walk home .. everyone was tired so never ton at tiong park .. quarrelled with dear after both him and dino left .. at first heard him vomit i reallie heartache tears start coming down le la.. after he say those few sentences i think thru loads of things .. return back to my rm and started crying like no body's business.. tricia was shocked .. anyway ya .. i slept for 15 mins and woke them up at 6 .. me and tricia les cabbed to her hse .. took care of her beloved mei mei.. talked alot .. smsed mr ong while tricia was catching some sleep and i wrecking my brain on maths probs .. thanks mr ong .. u are a gd listener .. :) after tt talked to dear again.. back to normal wise .. hope nth happens .. missing him is like a virus keep spreading thru my whole body ... i love him loads... talked to dear while at the dun know where reservoir with tricia and her uncle and grandma .. hmm nice place i like .. listen to a very sad song that made me nearly cried la... den was back hm ... super dizzy .. laid on e bed while msging dear .. :) den here am i after dinner..
i miss him .. i love him i need him i care for him . i want him .
jj<3 wk alot alot

aniwae .. another dae.. horrible terrible dae.. most emotionally affected dae. wadever.. dint go to school unwell again .. some one pls save me la.. he came my hse shld be him fetching me to school instead i was sick he pei me sleep at my hse.. near noon he went work .. met in e evening for dinner.. emo emo.. hmm he went hm quick after tt for his dinner.. and there comes the problem .. its nt the first time.. i can understand u are tired bt can u at least tell me .. i mean i alrd tell u i'll be calling .. we are drifting apart and there u goes ignoring problems nth to sae.. nt like everytime i need to star twad i think before u sae wad u think .. les was also upset abt her stead .. she cried , i cried too .. thanks for mr ong and kennedy keep cheeering me up talking to me .. i shall nt sae much abt u .. i guess the wound in my heart is getting worse .. i can stand ur temper i can stand ur attitude i can stand wadever u might be bt i just cant stand when i give in to u so much i dun get anthing in return except upset .. this maybe harsh bt my heart is torn apart .. i wanna see wad will u be saying tmr .. i hope my eyes wun be swollen tmr .. i am reallie torn by u .. ya la to u i am too sensitive thinking alot la kay
stomach giving me problems when i start typing this post .. super pain.. i can stand it i believe i can .. bt its real pain .. pricking pain la.. i am unwell .. gg sleep.. get those stuff out of my mind pls.. i just wishi cant remember anything .. tt will be the dae when i stop thinking of stuffs..

aniwae .. long time no post liao.. ppl might complain haha...alrite i am unwell now so dun be so mean abt nay spelling mistakes or wadever grammar mistakes... running toilet like n times liao .. super dizzy feel like vomiting and super headache.. think over tired myself .. yea yea... yet i can jst force myself to blog .. alot happened la... lazy to explain now... i am super irritated by my bro's gf... she treats our house like her house like tt...
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lots of stuffs in my heart i dun wish to pour out dun wish to irritate u dun wish to make u upset .. i am possesive i am irritating i am anything u wanna sae..
i hope i dun mind abt her any more...
i hope...

very long since i post on the blog ... my keyboard spoilt:/ now okay le ba... i think i better be gentle before it spoils again... going to buy a new one anyway so bear with this for a moment..
yeaps... had a realliieee sweet valentines with my beloved dear..mwhahaha...went swensens for dinner..:Dthe food wasnt very nice cos it comes in bigbig portions... anywae i love the cake .. haha... cos he went to request to put the ring on e cake to surprise me so sweet of him :D den went ard singapore river to date.. haha... i love e sunflower and the rings:D muacks ...
next other things was like nt very gd i mean school.. stupid mjt .. can u pls at least understand the situation before scolding people...and i supposed due to this i see the ugly side of my class ba... some people are just too dishonest alrite.. u talk louder u eat much more yet u dun stand up and own up .. idiots...i dislike mdm ang also... :/ aniwae .. just like tt lor...
slack during cny celebration.. wakaka...ending-----------
loves dear loads loads... evil...

well... looonnnggg and tiring dae at schooll.... super tired.. everyone was lethargic... very sian.. mr ong came in to relief mr chin kwek siong .. the test was tricky .. supposingly i am gonna fail cos my diagram is totally wrong la... sickening ...got back my ss and english results.. ss i gt 10 upon 13 ... my effort did paid offf alrite.. english merely passed by a 1/2 mark... better than failing it .. whole class onlie half the class pass... saw mr ong 3 times in a dae.. he's nice! wakaka... quite a lot to chat with him abt the class..:Dactuallie tot of doing some baking stuff or choco for evil boy yet dun haf time:/ i dun even haf the time to sleep la... :/ super tired ..
so my dear evil boi i try to give u something in return another dae ba.. mwhaaha.. mdm ang is treating me slightly better.. mwhahaha... alrite.. nth much to sae.. just feeling tt recently i am getting very sensitive abt some stuffs.. sensitivity is overcoming me .. =(
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happy valentine's dae...
mwhahaha.. i love evil boi...
lalalala... he's nice ..
my evil boi

havent been blogging recent days.. flooding with lots of work and shopping similarly pei my boy .. quite an emotional week to me.. cos alot of problem and stuff suddenly appear out of no where...
school work: i am reallie tired abt school work ... i work almost the whole week flooding with my stupid hwk ...reallie tired liao la ... haiz... i wanna take art .. i dun know whether can anot ..:/ i want i reallie want .. i still get frusrated abt the stupid mdm ang .. she've been too biased towards us la..pls la.. dan dan de file draw until like tt u give her 43 marks .. pls lor anyhow find someone also nicer than hers la.. stupid .. dun appreciate the effort suan le....i reallie feel like dropping out of hmt .. stressed.. tired.. i dun want to take hmt any more le....

relationship: alrite with ricky ba.. seen his parents .. at first quite stress after tt still ok ba .. some quarrels between us .. anyway i hope everything can be ressolved . to ricky, i reallie never hint u that i wanna break up .. reallie ... alrite? i may be pissed abt those matter bt definitely nt a break up to me .. i believe there's still a long way to go .. and i love u loads .. i wun bear to leave u alrite... frusrating la.. he seems to be treating me darn cold while chatting on sms just nw.. i am worried .. seriously ... worried..
some other stuffs i think nth much to mention . like wad i told my les, i may mind abt wad their life is gg on now , its normal. bt i still love my boy ... muacks

family: no comments bt just grumbling and stuffs in my heart .. why? lots to say wanna find out find me on ur own ...

think tt's abt all that haf the problematic stuff.. moody days .. when will pass?

i love u loads my dear i dun know how long will we walk bt i just love u .
i know my old habit is here again . i am harsh . bt serious i am nt hinting u anything la...
hugs harts ...
i 've put in alot i know u do .
dun worry alrite... .

hhmmm change a new blogskin .. new look ba.. haha... reallie hard to decide from both skins... haha... yawns i am tired recently lots to complete ba... haiz... alto alot lor ... haha... ZZZ... haha...
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end here.. i am tired... sleeping...
i love u .. <3

sian.. recently is just flooding with hwk ... non stop worrying abt hwk and tests all sorts of things .. rather tired of it.. just feel like taking a dae off those stuff bt do u think i can ? haiz.. i rather go back to channel hub and work or thousands of trial balance and wadever gotta do with poa to do than studying like mad la... sianz... haiz.... wadever...
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i am happie enough that we haf stabilised ..
i am contented to have u by my side
i am glad enough that u understand me
i am more than grinning ear to ear when u do stupid stuffs to make me happie
i love u ....