Welcome to broken—hearted.blogspot.com. ♥
This is just an ordinary day
Wipe the insecurities away
I can see that the darkness will erode
Lookin out the corner of my eye
I can see that the sunshine will explode
Far across the desert in the sky
Beautiful girl won't you be my inspiration
Beautiful girl don't you throw your love around
What in the world, what in the world could ever come between us
beautiful girl, beautiful girl
I'll never let you down, won't let you down
This is the beginning of your day
Life is more intricate than it seems
Always be yourself along the way
Living through the spirit of your dreams
Beautiful girl won't you be my inspiration
Beautiful girl don't you throw your love around
What in the world, what in the world could ever come between us
beautiful girl, beautiful girl
I'll never let you down, won't let you down, down
won't let you down, down
down, down
won't let you down, down
Beautiful girl won't you be my inspiration
Beautiful girl don't you throw your love around
What in the world, what in the world could ever come between us
beautiful girl, beautiful girl
I'll never let you down, won't let you down, down
♥ DancingSheep
11:06 AM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
just tooooooo bored .. so i am here to blog again..
hectic week or rather dae.. ever since i woke up todae.. saw damn lots of msgs... and some urgent work to do.. so just grab a t shirt and rush off to office and settle things.. bt still alrite .. tis cute little customer make me laugh sia.. wanna know why msg me and ask me.. hahaz...
well ..ending my hols damn soon i'll miss my work and stuffs...
msged with jun yan again... for a while i supposed cos damn busy settling tis running ard the office ... my face was very black when i reached office .. every one was asking why la.. bt just headache... maybe jy was right i havent been taking care of myself ..
seriously i am sick of my blogskin i supposed after looking blogskins for ck .. i feel like changing one.. lolz... yeaps... hmmm no inspiration of wad to blog.. so leave it like tt
---------------------------------------
i am afraid...
9:26 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
panda have been complaining why i nvr update blog... so IAM HERE! haha... yeaps lots of daes past... recently damn stressed... so sorrry peeps stress until tired so lazy to post.. lotsa of things to settle for work, for frenship, for relationship, for EVERYTHING!
haiz.. sae abt work first? one complaint case pop up make my confidence my motivation .. drop down down and more DOWN! seriously i am damn irritated by tt customer.. u wanna make "enquiries" to 1633 .. go okay?! as if i am scared of u.. there is nth wrong ! u are damn ridiculous and return me tt promo letter and GET LOST! shall nt post any details of wad happened cos later if any one sees tt i will get "enquiries" again... it had been rare tt i wanna sprout vulgarities and it have been more rare tt i ever lost my temper and drop my confidence becos of things... bt i am just damn irritated by him... wadever it is .. i haf to swallow it down .. and move on
lor... SICKENING!@#$~@
frenship nth much la actuallie.. yeaps..... to me probably frenship is to give and take, forgive and forget
relationship.. i found something tt make me realise i haf been blind to over looked tis big MISTAKE! nt to jie ping bt some one elses... look at ur ATTITUDE alright?
welll recently talk to jun yan once again.. it had been reallieeeee long since we talked.. tt memories was sweet.. we were naive and innocent at tt time i supposed... yeaps..
EVERYTHING! supposed things were changing on me.. my way of looking at certain things.. my percentage of being contented.. my temper limit my irritated limit is stretching further after meeting onto so much things i get angry and irritated lesseer.... my way oflooking at somethings better...
when den can i proved to u i've change?
just feel sicked of somethings tt i could nvr plan and nvr change
things are giving me obstacles to test on my perserverance..
wad's life?
10:33 AM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
its been reaaaaaaaaaallllllllliiiiiiieeeeeeee long since i post again.. haha.. back here to blog.. abit tired .. working almost everydae .. chionging sales yet haf fun time with my colleagues ...i am gonna miss them sooooonnnn;( y like tt? haiz.. hmm changed blogskin.. new look i supposed..time flies serious... hmmm sorry frens yet i am quite emotional recently so some of u might haf kana my rubbish rite.. sorrie lei.. haiz...... i dun wish to mind anything abt u ..... and some of u ... saw some foto on frenster tt make me super uber sad additional on myunhappiness recently lor... too sensitive i supposed:/ another matter.. time reallie flies till nw alrd ard one yr since we broke up.. evrything is never turning back.. and the scars still remains...a news for all maybe a gd news or bad news to me bad.. i cant transfer sch:/ no vacancy unless i try other rubbish sch... so i hafta suffer another 2 more yrs.. seriously speechless. damn uber sad abt it.. so dun feel like mentioning .. fourth thing..... dun irritate me this few daes i bite alrite? some alrd kana liao so bigbig warning.....
all done ~
haf nth to be said~
lonely is unbearable ..
yet i hafta perserve on..
the darker and harder daes to been thru havent arrived yet...
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i shall share things tmr..:D
8:31 AM
Monday, December 11, 2006
used this to replace ytd's post ... cos i find i too harsh.. yea just like tt others willbe updated few hrs later
9:00 AM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
hmmm... todae quite okay dae ... dun reallie like the rain.. also nt reallie in mood to work .. thinking abt some things at e same time... les coming over to my hse tmr.. hehex... hmmm... a bit tired.. emotional and physical tired... serious... ><
-----------------------------------------------------------------
short random post though...
------------------------------------------------------------------
那年烟花
满天幸福的爆炸
看他的眼睛舍不得眨
倒映着火花
他笑着说相爱就要幸福呀
懂但是我们都把幸福挥霍完了吗
回忆越美越可怕越挣扎
眼泪越是要落下
回来吧
难道你不怀念吗
最深爱时你曾说过
我们就是童话
回来吧
我还一直在等啊
我一直在等啊
我会永远在这里
只要你回来吧
所有的人都说时间是魔法
说总有一天我能忘记最深爱的他
为什么呢想念每天都增加
痛钻进灵魂占据回忆在生命发芽
呐喊挣扎期待的未来啊
难道这么就算了吗
回来吧
难道你不怀念吗
最深爱时你曾说过
我们就是童话
回来吧
我还一直在等啊
我会永远在这里
只要你回来吧
回来吧
我还一直在等啊
不管要什么代价
我会永远在这里只要你回来吧
==========================
i scared i might stressed u ..
i scared i might make u angry or frusrated...
bt i cant help bt reflect my own feelings here..
i am nt rushing u or wad...
take ur time...
take ur time...
8:22 AM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
todae went out early with tiffany... hahas.. nice shopping trip.. plus bought pandan cake for yean:D hehe... hmm abit tired.. found tt stupid postal code .. pek chek liao... haha... cant wait for tmr working:D this is oso some random post... cos reallie nth to write la... haha...
-----------------------------------------------------------
love can be complicated . can be simple..
its the way hw u look at it...
i feel so vex
9:21 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
todae went back office... collect some things ... rush down to amk to pass the d box to chiang family .. tt money thinker sia... den rush to work... slacking dae i supposed ... just havin a terrible stomach ache.. sweat flowing down my fore head.. hehex... seriously nth much to do so blog lor... if nt panda complain again... sorry hwee chin panda i am just tooo lazy to link u ... sickening .. i dun wish sch to start... damn bored and sian... terrible sch life... serious i haf nth to post... finding myself too serious liao...
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i miss u like i always do.. yet i have to act as if nth is eating into me
wads done cannot be undone.. i regret yet there is no more turning back for me i supposed..
its impossible...
--------------------------------------------------------------
我想念去年的冬天
下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬
失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么
没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前
能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔....
9:56 AM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
just some random post at 1.57 midnight... haha... tiring dae at work cos its boring~~~ all the aunties uncles make me feel older... some self entertainment all those... yea... dad and mum came back after a trip to dunknow which part of malaysia ... finallie if nt it will be bored at hm also... few sudden msgs on my fone make me surprise .. yea.. u probably know who u are... life is still getting on well.. just randomly looking at some seniors' prom nite fotos... cant wait for mine :/ hmmm some times i really cant change the way i feel for u ba.. bt let it fade ... cause i know its impossible for both of us anymore...and for zr.. in e future for any gurls pls dun give them false hopes since u still love ur ex... alot of thots abt blogging this post ... too complicated until i also dunknow wad to post up wad nt to... ending here ... its 2 .05 now.. probably when i get my tots done i will be back blogging ... offf to sleep ~ yawns........... hehex... kennedy , haha when u can afford to yang me so tt i dun work or tired myself den u tell me haha..:p
10:17 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006
yawns ... its 2:17 am ... replied tags on my blog... disappeared for 3d2n .. becos of chalet... nth much to talk abt it... just done alot of thinking within the few days... seriously i am indecisive... common trait found in gemini... i am afraid to accept u cos i am nt ready to start a relationship yet... i haf the thought of accepting you becos i am afraid u cant wait any more.. wadever it is .. i havent seriously make my decision out of any thoughts... well just logged into my msn account ... and i am bombarded by some one in my class u shld know who are u... please la... can u pls think ... i dun know why things turned out like this .. people haf the choice to go whoever place ... stop comparing things between different people.. seriously i dun know wad to tell u.. kay next...i seriously dunknow wad to blog about any more sia...just wanted to think about things be4 i blogged again and doubt i will haf the time even i want to blog ... cos will be working .. workaholic off to work tmr!
-----------------------------------------------------------------------
rmb the place tt we used to be one year ago...
the sweet memories always kept..
its uncontrollable...
life without u will be better
i supposed...
-----------------------------------------------------------------------
街灯绊住我眼前
下一步 拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我 会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地 跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你 收的干净 我也会 不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的 可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句 一句话 掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我 很难入睡