Todaee is a very very long day for me... just came back... went out early in e morning to go library meet francis ah gor to pass him some o lvl book ... den went eat wit him and his fren... lol very funnie den go arcade see them play drum.. suddenly reminds me of jq... well .. den went mrt and board e train to workplace... ermm smell a perfume tt is totally the same as ben.. somemore at jurong east.. well... alrite.. shallnt talk abt him much... den the work place was gd i like...:D hehe den went yvonne hse for party... very fun ..... hmmm abit tired now.. tmr streaming results le .. den probably go ask for transfer..... hehex..... den very tired now..... lol... i call u twice and we seems to nt to chat with each other btw that twice ... i am feeling very fan becos of u ... frusrated whenever i thought of u ... leave it alone ....... hmmm alot to say bt too tired shall talk tmr hwever iam still gg to chat with wl ah gor... haha

ya.. shall talk abt ytd nite and tonite ... lol.... hmmm ytd log off earlier... cos damn tired p0lus wanna talk with ah gor on fone.. den talk alot alot... abt his chalet and my les partner all those... damn funnie lor...... after talking to him den i msged kennedy .... he make me so hungry he say he cook his specialty dish for his grandma...and then he console me cos i feel like crying.. he treat me very good lor... haha yea lor cos he is my gor... den he keep talking alot... hmm den i went sleep cos i gg mrs tham de hse ..todae woke up damn early my alarm clock plus hwee chin's msg rang for 5 times la... is like i am a pig... haha.... den i laze on e bed until like 9 am den rush out of hse... reached clementi onli the few guys there so weird.. everyone came den we board the bus to mrs tham hse de bus stop qm bring us there.. haha we bluffed her dat we werent going le ... after tt we knocked on her door and sang b day song... hmmm its reallie bad for her to stay at hm alone since she is giving birth de lor... den we had a long chat and some bday cake.... haha... we left at ard 1 to 2 cos mrs tham wanted go for medical check up... we went bishan junction 8 after reaching clementi ... i felt so dizzy after the bus ride to clementi=X we ate very nice western food shall feature it when i open my food blog.... we walked ard and bought weiyang's present... so ex... after tt me and tricia my les... when all ard singapore and walk.... talked abt alot... ben ,jq , vincent all those.... haha after tt reach hm and here i am .. lol.... shall sleep early tonite cos tmr got a long day for me.... hehex.. i am looking forward to the party........

hmm... todae went out with my les partner ... after looking at those blog all those... feel like going out and take a breath... haha ... went heeren ... went mini toons buy candies... lol.. den go neoprint shop take neoprint .. so long never take le ... so shiok... its like alot of memories came back.. i remember weeleng kor, jing quan and nicholas used to wait for us at the bench outside lol... later on we went to 77th shop see if gt nice shirt for francis .. look out some shirts for him for his prom nite... den we went dhoby ard there den go cathay find kimseng and ppl... they were at ben and jerry ... ben again stupid... keep ci ji me ... den i was like telling haha nt ben and jerry is ben and vivian ... lol... den kimseng , kexian and dunknow what name guy want us eat ice cream... sat there stone awhile laugh here and there... den kimseng send tricia home ke xian and the dun know wad name guy send me to taka... we crapped along the way... den met kennedy ... went eat dinner at mac... suddenly see him i feel like crying lor... hmm he keep making me laugh... thanks gor... :D den actuallie want go cine de but raining so he sent me back to orchard mrt ... sat the mrt ... dun know why gt ppl keep on staring at me... den i met a grp of ppl in the train talking abt gong.... hmm.. suddenly dunknow why went call ben again.... lol... den never talk much cos he wanna watch mr bean ... haha...... ok....... haf enuff for todae...... very touched abt 2d1 i miss them aw.... waiting fo rmy upcoming release of streaming results... well...... and to all sec4 taking chi o lvl tmr ....... jia you :D

well... read ben's blog...and viv also.. suddenly feel like blogging....
rmb tt day tt he msged me tt ... den went out with kor kor.. he keep complaining abt ben and her... yet i dint say a word...cos... i reallie dun know what to say... i shldnt scold her cos ben is actuallie rightfully hers... and i dun blame her for suddenly appear and snatched him off.. i have no rights to scold her... as for ben... i am too stupid to put in too much for him... dats all i have to talk abt him.. like he say life probably be better without him bt i cant say tt .. i am sorrie... just wish both of u xin fu... my les partner say erm.. someone blog until very bitchy ... i feel like dotting cos lol... i tell u if u wanna noe on msn ... hmmm den ..... heart very broken ... into pieces ba.... bt i shall heal it myself without u.... hmmmmmmmmm............. go see ba http://sweetthoughtsofyou.blogspot.com/ ... ending here.... speechless.......

well... todae is a veryvery simple dae.. cos haha i spent most of the time sleeping and in sch... lol i slept till 1 plus ... cos ytd talk to ah gor on fone till 3 am... lol actuallie can talk longer bt cos todae got concert so slept first... very fun talkiing lol..... hmmm went to victoria concert hall... at first abit sian and complaining abt why saturday still haf to go back but ...haha never regret .. cos its reallie nice de concert.. though abit sleepy ...... hehez......hmmm. shall nt think abt him much..... cos its reallie obvious tt my qualities aent as good as tt girl... so..... dunwant to think abt him.... since he never msg me den i shall nt msg him to disturb him also :/ hehe......... well gg out again i supposed with my parents... i miss 2d1 ... wanan cry again~ <3 2d1 ... we had alot of joy and fun together we haf been thru alot alot be it laughters or tears... rmb-ing alot of things tt happened sumtimes do get fed up hwever.... its reallie nice having u all as my fren .. hugs... i miss u all...... :/

well... todae is a veryvery simple dae.. cos haha i spent most of the time sleeping and in sch... lol i slept till 1 plus ... cos ytd talk to ah gor on fone till 3 am... lol actuallie can talk longer bt cos todae got concert so slept first... very fun talkiing lol..... hmmm went to victoria concert hall... at first abit sian and complaining abt why saturday still haf to go back but ...haha never regret .. cos its reallie nice de concert.. though abit sleepy ...... hehez......hmmm. shall nt think abt him much..... cos its reallie obvious tt my qualities aent as good as tt girl... so..... dunwant to think abt him.... since he never msg me den i shall nt msg him to disturb him also :/ hehe......... well gg out again i supposed with my parents... i miss 2d1 ... wanan cry again~ <3 2d1 ... we had alot of joy and fun together we haf been thru alot alot be it laughters or tears... rmb-ing alot of things tt happened sumtimes do get fed up hwever.... its reallie nice having u all as my fren .. hugs... i miss u all...... :/

well... todae is a veryvery simple dae.. cos haha i spent most of the time sleeping and in sch... lol i slept till 1 plus ... cos ytd talk to ah gor on fone till 3 am... lol actuallie can talk longer bt cos todae got concert so slept first... very fun talkiing lol..... hmmm went to victoria concert hall... at first abit sian and complaining abt why saturday still haf to go back but ...haha never regret .. cos its reallie nice de concert.. though abit sleepy ...... hehez......hmmm. shall nt think abt him much..... cos its reallie obvious tt my qualities aent as good as tt girl... so..... dunwant to think abt him.... since he never msg me den i shall nt msg him to disturb him also :/ hehe......... well gg out again i supposed with my parents... i miss 2d1 ... wanan cry again~ <3 2d1 ... we had alot of joy and fun together we haf been thru alot alot be it laughters or tears... rmb-ing alot of things tt happened sumtimes do get fed up hwever.... its reallie nice having u all as my fren .. hugs... i miss u all...... :/

hmmm... a long day past... feel so yawny ... eat so much sakae just now i feel so fat=( yet i am hungry again... stupid.. hmm... shall not blog too much cos bu fang bian to say too much lol... sian tmr still gt concert ... bt great tmr gt lunch with e class so happie:D hmm... still feeling sad abt somethings... i shldnt think much ... well haha saw a gift to buy for gor le... hehex.... shall nt divulge :P Nicholas, i dun believe my photogrphic skills will lose to u:P hehez... todae eat sakae until very pek chek cos tt sushi keep broke into pieces ... since i am so kind i shall upload the fotos soon :D .... hehex... Swing Swing Swing the mood.... lol... something abt todae haha... hmmm my leg cramping again... very unwell=X
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i still miss u.... yet i am willing to let it go...

well love hurts...
suddenly alot of things happened and change my life...
too sad to say anything
just wish to haf a shoulder to lean on,
a listening ear by my side,
and someone to hug me and give me warmth for the time being,
kev sorrie bt give me sometime....
as for him... i am speechless...
be it upset or wadever things
my heart is broken
who will meant it for me?
tell me....

sry ppl to let u worries.... well ... i am moody or rather very moody ... so leave me alone... kay>? i will be alrite soon ... currently dun feel like blogging

well i am back after my supper ... feeling fat again... dint eat much though... lol.... hmmm have been visiting my old and dusty blogs... including the unhappie ones... lol... alot of memories appeared... rmbing the days when i first stead with him... rmb the daes when my post are like crap... rmbing the daes when i complaint about the science teacher i hated (yet i liked her now=X)hmm alot alot... there was once he made me luff until i wanna vomit there was a time when i got angry for nothing and he has to give in to me... there was once when i cried on his shoulder and made his shirt wet becos i quarrelled with my best frens... different memories came to my mind... i mean i do like those days yet its the past le:D looking forward ba... i think dar sleeping le... lol... going to send him a gd ntie msg sooonn... i miss panda.... she sleep le ba... cos she disturbed me when i ate my supper .... lol.... hmmm... got to change my terrapins de water le if nt they will stinks my whole rm .... hmmmmm alot to say..... yet dun know hw to say..... lol........ending : >.< 我放纵我堕落是我的自由,我没钱没成就但是我有梦,我很狂我很疯我为自己活,

abit sian recently... yea... actuallie nothing much to say... yet feel like bloggin also...ppl i change my hp number liao... so if wanna contact me ask frm me kay? lol... feeling abit fat.. cos just ate macdonalds... long time no eat... bt dun like it .... cos i buy it back hm... hmmmmm IWANNA WORK! i feel so uncomfortable when i dun work =X lol... looking forward to christmas... pressies~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ lol ... i abit sot sot le... hmm shall end here see if i haf anything i will update again... and unamed.... leave me alone kay?

wadever it is ... i shall clarify nicely here that kennedy is nt my stead and please dun be childish and do these kind of act hao mah... i am having enough... though it nt reallie irritate me bt leave me and my blog alone! dun be stupid and tag my blog with nonsense ... i know who u are... dun make me write ur name up on my blog for every one to see.... okay... dun be stupid... anything come to me dun disturbed other non-involved people...
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welll........... i am somehow disturbed by ppl nt just tt stupid dog also this unnamed.... i shall nt reveal their name but ... dun make me revealed ur name... dots... i shall nt say anymore things le.... having enough stupid stuffs....yawns tmr meeting him :D hehex.... happie:D haha..... hmmm yawns abit unwell i miss hwee chin the panda:P hehex.... hmmm... everything make me confused... i wonder u are in the mask or u are real... i had enough ... okay.. dunmake me break down please...........

hmmm... just came back to my blog... saw some stupid tags... nt refering to jia yi:D ... well mr/miss un name ... its the first warning le ... i know who r u ... dun make me divulge ur name in caps lock okay? i am nt pissed... cos... its nothing to me :D i dint say i am pretty wad ... i dint say anything... if u think i am a bitch let it be kay? i shall nt entertain to ur tags futher wasting my time.... dun be childish please... hmmm.... nice day shall blog at nite

I feel so crap now so decided to blog again......CRAP!!! wonder when can i find a job ... wonder when can i complete the things i want to do ... sorry guys i havent link u all yet ... just feeling very lazy to do .... i feel like typing chinese yet my comp dun haf tt programme ... yawns if nt i can write my story out... feel like shouting out loud~~~~~~~~~~ i reallie very fan la... i also dun know wad i fan about ... if u dun wish to be irritated by me ... keep a distance cos i am exploding soon!

haha .. it has been nt very long since i update becos of a stupid post shant talk about it.... recently my mood swings so dun irritate me kay? well... still pending if i could change my sch... cos my parents dun approve about it ... hey did they listen to me la? they dont lor.... i am pissed off okay ... they just think of what ppl think and nt whether am i happie in that school or not ... whenever i wanna say something they dun listen .... just hope ba.... recently quite busy of going out... :/ haha.... quite tired... bt yet happie.... well.. he is sleeping now.... yawns i also feel like sleeping ... abit guilty cos i smsed him ytd nite at past mid night and who knows he woke up ... dots... feeling damn terrible becos of my throat... and backache acts up again ... alot of health problem pop up again ... feeling so sianz.... hmmmm ....................tmr got lots of things to be done... last week of school and i am free of sec2 .... heehee ...:D shall end here.. cos i am speechless ....

well.... i shall nt stir the matter up further alrite... u are being ridiculous ... hw wuld i know u wuldnt like tt term so much? hah i dint expect a thanks from u either .... dots....and yea... now i should noe tt i shldnt be ke qi to you anymore... well... so what if i am a bitch huh...its none of ur business rite? so qiao u happened to pass by my blog when i blog about this and read this post... hmmm ... bt haha did i say the dog was u??? lol ... shan't continue saying just finding it abit rubbish .... omg i wasted a post for being sacastic to some one... >.<

well... i am bored so decided to blog ... :P hmmm last update was ard one month ago??? yeayea same old sentence a lot of things happened... well... firstly, wadever meant to be urs will be urs... officially ended a relationship with u know who on 14/10/06 just nice 8 months... now i finallie how that dog feels when we broke up ard one yr ago.... wad goes around comes around ... this time round dint say much abt my break up cos dun think its neccessary.... dun wanna drag more ppl into it .... secondly , results are out... havent reallie confirm wadever decision i want to make cos i am seriously gemini character... indecisive ... alot of things need to be cleared so... walk step by step ba.... thirdly, finding job is super sian ... cos i carnt find one suitable :( aiyah wadever it is i shall wait till i find one soon.... fourthly, we went to the stupid holding site... its terrible looks like some sort of prison like tt, dusty , old, crappy, alot of words to describle quoted form someone saying"the toilet looks better den the classroom" ... dots right? haha.... cant imagine everyday walk so far through and forth and everyday i haf to walk frm there to mrt den board mrt to my hse de station den walk back to my hse tt will be much more travel time longer den my usual one.... yawns .... sianz.... fifth, changing fone soon.... finallie get permission from my parents ...told them long ago dun believe now den change.... lol...end of report .... another thing... its for me to know and for u to find out:P
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For tt dog : glad u found someone whom u love or wadever , its been one yr since we broke up... yea? i admit i was very ridiculous tt time... bt wadever it is thanks for being with me for tt eight months we are together.....
For u know who: i hope u understand wadever things i did .... i know u may think tt we broke up becos of sum one bt its nt okay? its nt wad u think... and i hope u work hard for ur o lvl... i believe you will understand wad i think one day...
For Tricia: Look forward ... life is nt as unfair or nt as bad as u think... i haf been through it before i hope u get over this okay? anything i will be here for u always...
For Amy: I misss you!!!!!!hey do take care and come back sooon:/aw......
For Francis: Good luck for ur o lvl.... u are very crap ... i know wad u are gonna say ... lol... okay
haha... thats about all those i never write meaning i reallie havent think of wad to say ..:Plol... i have learnt alot ... well... so soon its gonna be my third year of secondary school another step to my ambition le:D just hope everything will go on smoothly ... and i have a lot to complaint about
complains: stupid la... dun know how u all be leaders de please go look at everything u all plan la.. is like physical training on this kind of hazy day? are u crazy? u want us to fall sick isit? i haf alot to say however i onli wish to mention this matter ... please use ur common sense la....